So, I have neurotic guilt, and am character disordered. This said by a very (no, really) kind friend. Apparently, these are the nature of things that are under my control in the on going saga of Karen and the abusive comments I've been getting at work. And my attempts at indifference probably made the whole situation worse...for me cause I didn't deal with any of it til I was pushed to the wall so to speak and her behaviour because I suspect that it escalated when I did not respond but was indifferent. read: I did not cry at work, I did not go to my director and complain...my coworkers did that for me. I did not because I really did not see the picture as a whole until yesterday. Before that it was a bit like looking at an impressionist painting too close. Colour but no form.
So now I have some work to do on personality traits and emotional balance.
Off I go!
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